This is all so unreal to me!!! Jess, Julie, Andy, Carl I cant even begin to understand how you guys are feeling and trying to deal with this tradgity. It's still not all that real to me or atleast have not yet allowed myself to accept it. I am soooo sorry!!! Amiaya, me and Sebby love you very much and I will make it a POINT to make sure that you and Seb get to see each other and play together as much as possible! Devente, I'm so sorry that this is how I get to meet you for the first time :..( It should NOT have been this way!!! Kristy... I am soooo sorry more than words can possibly begin to explain :..( I guess me bumping in to you in Walmart or the gas station is never gonna happen. I been meaning to tell you I LOVE U!!!! Never stopped!!! I made choices I can take back and will FOREVER regret that... Please just know that Sebby loved you as much as you loved him and asked for you and Amiaya all the time. IM SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!